I think in my next life I will be a professional packer/unpacker. I seem to be doing a lot of it. I have also gotten real good at leaving in transit. Never really unpack all my belongings. And everytime I move, I throw something away. Funny how that is and to think I just moved in May of this summer.
This is the biggest move in a very long time and though I am not leaving the state this time, I am moving in with Paul. Its been 14 years since I have lived with a man. While I am excited I am nervous. Granted we spend oodles of time together and I am sure it will be close to how we are now but it will be different. There will be compromises to be made and concessions to be had. Thats okay. I am ready. I am ready because I truly love this man with all my heart and soul. He is the missing beat. He holds my heart close to his chest and tries to protect me from pain. I know we haven't been together for long but we have been through a lot in the time we have been together. I am not justifying this to anyone - only stating a truth. This is the man I hope to spend my life with. I want to see his smile every morning, and watch his eyes dance when he tells me a story. I want to help him through the things that cause him to become sad at times. I want to support his dreams and help him conquer them. I know he wants the same with me.
So many changes - so much joy! I am looking forward to this chapter. I can't wait for you to meet him....
Love,
Chelee
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