Busy as ever!

I know its been awhile since I have written. I am now all settled into my new digs and I love my little place. It helps to have people I know and love near by but I really like the comfort of my new home! You should all come and visit.

This has been a really interesting weekend - the boyfriend has met two significant people in my life. He met Donna at the beach - she just happened to be there and he met Anna and the family last night on our way home from his sisters house.

Speaking of his family, we happened to be at his sisters for his nephews birthday. I had done him the favor and bought the gift and card. No big deal I was at the mall anyway! I learned through his nephew that Paul had signed the card from not only him and the kids but from me as well. I was totally unaware of this....I guess that is a positive thing but I was realitively surprised if truth be told. I never expected that. Hmmm....so I guess that would also mean that things are going along smoothly with Paul. I feel like I have known him forever yet its only be a few months. All and all life is good.

Sleepless nights

I am headed into the 6th or 7th night with barely any sleep. And a couple of times this week, I have managed to ensure that Paul tosses and turns with me. I feel like a hung over drunken idiot because I am so tired.

Why can't I sleep? What is on my mind? Why do I feel this way and look like death warmed over - puffy red eyes, pale white sallow skin, frumpy - all because of lack SLLLLEEEEP. What an awful thought. I need a nap and it barely 8 am in the morning.

It's funny, I toss and turn and at around 5 AM I am just about to fall asleep when I know I have barely an hour to sleep. How sad is that. I can't even wirte anymore because I don't know what I am saying.

Misc stuff...

I know, I know, its been awhile. Well I have been busy - getting ready to become a city slicker - as the move happens in 10 days, spending time with the beau and working diligently. What can I say, in reality there is no excuse.

So what's new - well, first, my deepest sympathy goes out to Paula for her loss. My heart is with you girlfriend.

I also am soooo excited to see CR this week. Its been 5 and a half years and way too long. Yippie Yi Yea! I will probably cry like I did when KP came into town. Now if the three of us could finally get it together - watch out world. Danger lurks where we emerge! Memories of the golf tournament are etched in my brain. Catholic school girls, praying to just hit the ball. Of course, we rocked and thats all I have to say.

Happy Birthday CRW! I wish you were here. I hope this year brings you lots of joy and happiness. Wish it, believe it, live it!

Tonight is American Idol night!